A regret?

Academically, I thought the Academy was the best thing to have ever happened to me. I learned more there than was possible elsewhere. Granted, some of that wasn’t academic…

Anyway, the point. The Academy made me lose track of the meaningless goals I had. It made me want to do more, but in losing myself in superb academia, I also lost the will to do. Anything.

Once again, it’s time for truth. I didn’t go to class again this morning. I did sleep through the first one due to a “javascript error” with my iTunes alarm. But I woke up with enough time to get to the second (and third) and decided not to go. I will be going to my last two classes of the day, and I will be going to my political science professor’s office hours afterward. But I still feel like The Biggest Loser. Minus a few pounds.

After class today, it will be time for Pilates. I need to get back in shape, and I’d rather do so with minimal pain (considering I’m already a flake and won’t stick to anything I don’t like).

I feel like the only way to get back on track would be to put Daniel on hold. At least, for a few hours everyday. Maybe that does make sense. Maybe after class hours should be for homework and workouts and me time, and a few hours later, we can meet up for some kisses and some Naruto.

Maybe I just need to grow up.

Maybe both.

~ by Valeri on February 20, 2008.